Everything I'm afraid of

I am afraid of sitting beside Oprah and not knowing how to answer a question. I am afraid of never sitting beside Oprah. I am afraid that I won’t ever finish my book. I am afraid that I will.

I am afraid of saying something derivative. I am afraid of bringing through something new and exciting that I can’t explain clearly.

I’m afraid that my writing is morphing into channeling. I’m afraid that it isn’t. I’m afraid of being unable to speak. I’m afraid of speaking too much.

I’m afraid of being unable to think anymore, afraid of being cut off…