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Andrea Maurer's avatar

Thank you for this. It feels like finding a missing page from an instruction manual. My thoughts are so scattered right now, which means I'm puzzling something out in my subconscious. I can't grab hold of any one concept or answer, yet. Other pages of the manual are appearing at random as well... memories, old lessons learned, messages written by me that still feel like they came from somewhere else and now mean something completely different than they once did. There is a full-circle effect happening that, for once, feels less like spiraling and more like a combination of arriving at the end and beginning again. And the car? It's always a damn car, isn't it? Most of my car dreams involve me being completely lost or stuck in a parking garage, unable to find my way out. I haven't had a car dream for quite some time. Perhaps yours is mine. Perhaps it's all of ours.

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barbara newman's avatar

i feel so threaded in this writing... part of the fabric of your experience. It is a returning, yes, xo

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