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Andrea Maurer's avatar

Tough stuff, Amy. Sending lots of love to you as you excavate it all.

Amy Oscar's avatar

Also, it occurs to me . . . I was just two-three years in to the angel column at that time. I was reading hundreds of miracle stories every day, all week - and while all of this was going on those stories were kind of arranging themselves around me. I was starting to experience miracles of my own and the stuff with dad was part of that. It becomes more vivid in the book about my mom, which comes after this. I was more aware of the angels then. In this time, i was just trying to keep up.

Amy Oscar's avatar

It's been a long, long time. This happened in 2007. The tough was one of the reasons I couldn't let it out of my notebooks. I needed that time, it made space around the tough stuff and all the feelings that came with it. Even so, yes, tough - but really beautiful stuff too.