Who are you? I ask the guides. And they tell me.
Who are you? I ask the guides. And they tell me.
The early transmissions
For the past ten years, I've been keeping notes as my relationship with guidance deepened and informed every part of my life. Notes became piles, piles became cartons. As I kept bumping up against this treasure trove, I asked myself: Should I make this into a book? I was surprised to receive a clear NO. This work, guidance told me, is important to share but it was meant to be flowed... one message at a time, the way that I received it. So I made a space for that. It’s here, on a quiet side section of my blog. I’ll keep filling it with posts - some will be sent, like this one, by email. Others will just quietly arrive in the space. Go see. Check back. It’s all for you.
These messages are streaming to everyone.
The first real ‘transmission’ I received from the angels came all in a rush, it had a title and filled six pages (front and back) of a legal pad. It was called: A Message from AA Michael - There is a War for your Attention and it was beautiful - a call to action - but I did not have the courage to post it (because I struggled, then, with claiming the authority to talk with angels) and so, in a moment of frustration, I burned it in a fire in the back yard.
Believing that I was letting the angels down created stress for me. As always, the guides helped me dissolve and release that belief.
Do not be unkind to yourself, the guides said. Nothing is wrong with you or with this. We will bring the message in a new way, a way that you will feel better about sharing. You are free. You cannot fail. These messages are streaming to everyone. You are one who hears them but you are not the only one.
This is always the way the angels speak to us. They have no agenda for what we should do or what we might make of ourselves. They are gentle, generous beings, who support and to guide us in all the choices we make.
I am one who hears them. (Perhaps you are one who hears them, too.
The next transmission
December 2015:
This morning I woke up with the guides speaking to me. I seemed to have been receiving instruction in my sleep. This is what they said:
We are offering a new form of psychotherapy, a field of work, inside of which we (you and we together) are re-patterning the habit matrices. Beginning at the level of thought, and then, moving into the intersection between thought and movement (behavior). These interwoven structures control human behavior. They are a kind of … architecture of human conditioning.
Who are you? I ask.
We are interstellar consortium working to liberate the people of earth from the tyranny of your own minds. To do this we need you to address the validity of these transmissions and to make yourself available to receive our words.
You will need to drink plenty of water. Water is the medium of thought. This will make it easier for the communication to flow. You need to sleep and eat properly. Lean fish and vegetables. We will come back to this. It is confusing the order of the transmission.
Here at the beginning, you have to be willing to give up the life you’ve planned and step into the one we can bring you. This is not a bargain that we offer; this is a new way - available to all who choose to travel it. This is the way of story surfing. One smoothly shifts, as if riding across wave tops, from one story to another. You decide if you are ready to proceed.
And are you ready to proceed?
Yes.
And we are ready to proceed. You can take breaks to eat, sleep, dream, socialize. This connection cannot be lost or broken. We will pick it up where it leaves off. We are delighted (pleased) that you can hear us and that you are willing to play.
We will heal your suffering. Where we cannot, we will show you the grids so that you can do this for yourself. This is always a partnership. We are a united mind-linked group of star people: interplanetary ambassadors who come to offer support and illumination during this transitional time.
You have been capable of doing this [hearing us] for years. It is only now, this morning, that you are willing to take this down with clarity and patience, because this morning you are aligned with our message. Only now do you know that this is real.
We planted the seeds that led you to this awareness throughout your life. See the stack of titles on your bookshelf - see the Ken Carey book [The Starseed Transmissions], which you read years ago. See the dreams you have dreamed. See The Soul Caller Training, which we gave.
Me: Yes. Yes.
We will help you now to set that aside so this work, the next work, can come through. Even the laryngitis you are experiencing is a sign, a symbol to re-mind you that you are the voice - and that you have something to say and want to say. Something that is moving you, pushing you from within. We noticed it was the video about Anna Breytenbach and the animal trackers from around the world that completed your opening to this guidance.
Me: Yes. Seeing her working with animals helped me understand what I am, where I fit and often, don’t fit, into the world. Watching her work helped me feel that my instincts are grounded in reality, that the guidance I receive is real.
So do the professor dreams…
Yes, the professor dreams. We are glad you like those. [I will describe the Professor dreams in a separate post.]
Now, let us begin.
We began training with you long ago when your cat, Tomasina, died. We led you then, and you followed, without thinking or understanding, simply allowing your body to follow the thread as we led you across the street, into the woods, off the trail and into a part of the forest you had never been. You followed, trusting the thread, and it led directly to your pet, your friend where she lay on a pile of leaves. You knew she had called you there. You sensed (saw) that she had called you to find her. As a child, you experienced this calling as ‘her love’. If asked, you might have said, “Her love called me to find her.” When you found her, you believed that she was sleeping. You tried to wake her but could not. So you lifted her from the forest floor and carried her home, where your mother told you she’d been hit by a car. She was dead.
Well, not quite… dead, I think. Somehow, she called to me. Somehow, I found her.
Yes, not fully gone, she called to you across the web of listening and you heard her and you followed this ‘somehow’ - a way of listening and attuning to a specific call - a single frequency out of countless others. A way that you knew without instruction: how to sense, how to see and how to follow the thread.
This way is still within you. You need only listen for, only attend to and open to, our stream and this way inside of you will follow. The body will move, the words will flow.
Though we sense that you are afraid, know that this will pass. You will grow accustomed to our rhythms and our ways.
We took a break here. I made tea and stretched my body. I talked with my husband for a while. I moved to my spot by the window. When I was ready, I returned, making these notes in a journal: I seem to be writing my way toward the guides, feeling and sensing how our connection works. I sense that there are several voices working together. Right now, at the beginning, the voices are working to find the ‘right’ words. They float words in and out when they are uncertain - as if asking me, which is the best one, the one most aligned with the vibration of the message?
Yes, this is true. We like a good sentence.
Later, there will be less self-consciousness but here, in this early conversation, I am still also feeling for the guides’ intentions. Who are they? Can I trust them? In my notes, I write: I can feel your goodwill and your sense of humor.
Yes. As you are remembering us, recognizing us, you will know who we are - you will trust our message and good intention. For you have known us for a very long time in this life body and story.
As Amy, you have known us since you were born. You have known us through other life stories as well. This is a relationship that you trusted and, often, relied on as a child. This is merely a continuation and acknowledgment of a conversation we have been having at another level of awareness. You followed us instinctively. Now, like slipping shoes onto your feet over socks, you follow us with awareness. Like putting on another layer of clothing, another layer of form arrives with written words.
And as these words cross through you and onto the page, to be read by others, we sense your concern that our good intentions are clear. So, we turn to them now.
Reader, this is a partnership. Amy likes the word ‘co-creative’. From our vastly broader perspective, we prefer the word ‘interstellar’ but it matters not. The important thing is that we, together, reassure you that Amy is safe and so are you. Our intentions are supportive and always toward your good. We are here now to help you pass through a challenging earth transition.
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