Flow. You were made for this
This is a new world... you can walk around inside of its rooms and imaginal spaces and feel at home.
I'm offering these early transmissions to demonstrate the many ways the angels made contact with me when we were just starting out. Back then, establishing a connection was more formal, requiring effort and focused attention (from me) to locate and hold the guides’ frequency. ( An example of this: Humming with the angels)
Staying connected required a new willingness to experiment and, even, to play. The angels are infinitely creative and playful in the ways they get our attention - and, as you’ll see as we move through The Flow Materials together, the angels found countless ways to show me that they were real: feathers on my keyboard, messages delivered by perfect strangers, flashing lights, computers and other electronics turning off (and then back on) as I walked by… and so much more.
All of this was also part of a process, establishing which ‘ways of connection’ worked best for me. We discovered together that, for me, dreams and illuminated waking experience (which I will describe in future posts), were the easiest flow channels. In this early journal entry, the angels and I work together as I am waking from sleep.
You were made for this
I wake up seeing. A dream image floats in my mind’s eye: a paper-thin sheet of beeswax, undulating at the upper left quadrant of my awareness.
What’s this? I ask (inside my mind) and the image clarifies. I drop back into the dream and looking around, I can see more.
The sheet is a slice of honeycomb: hexagonal spheres stacked in rows, one atop the other. Each sphere is built of ‘structural light’. I don’t know how I know this — but I do, with absolute clarity. Inside of each sphere, a tiny gyroscope spins. Tinier still, at the center of the spinning, a flashing rose-pink light.
Smoky filaments float inside the spheres. I peer into one of them, as through a glass globe. Though the wholeness of the ‘sheet’ of honeycomb is golden, each globe is translucent green. The centers flash with rose pink light.
Later, transcribing my notes, I realize these are the colors of the heart chakra and this image seems to be explaining the nature of Love itself. The Love that comprises all things. The Love that we are. I understand the message with my whole body: Love is at the center of every sphere of creation. At that center, every particle is built around the energy of the heart. The guides explain:
You are a fractal in a wholeness that comprises and contains (and also IS) the entire universe – known and unknown. I know this is hard for you to fully take in – to fully ‘grok’ – at this moment. By the end of this transmission, you will understand fully.
The word ‘understanding’ is inadequate to the promise being made here. The guides message is that we will ‘get’ this so completely and integrate it so fully that it will become a part of our way of life. This truth will become embedded in the foundation of reality - the very story out of which we live.
By the end of this transmission, you will be living out of that understanding. You will be at the center of your fractal, at the center of your story — the center of your life, the center of the wholeness, the entire universe.
But, I ask: How can we all be at the center of the universe? How can I hold all of this in my mind? How will I ever explain this to others?
This fear is resistance. Resistance to holding the power of what flows between us - this work - inside you, as your own work. Let this power move through you. Claim the authority as teacher of this. Lean into our support. We are here with you. We will help you. Your questions are welcome. We will continue to answer until you understand.
This is a conversation about the sacred architecture of the universe. Every living thing in it, including you. your body, mind and spirit is a fractal and a part of the fractal-web of life on your planet, which is a part of the interconnected web of plants, stars, meteors and dust that comprise the cosmos. The cosmos is a part of a vast and infinitely expanding universe beyond the scope of this discussion or your current ability to comprehend. Yet, we promise that one day, you WILL comprehend it.
For ‘As it is above, so it is below’ is the heart of this teaching and we will unpack it for you now.
This is a new world and we will explain until you can walk around inside of its rooms and imaginal spaces and feel at home.
With these words, my mind fills with images. I see myself moving through ‘rooms of truth’, another honeycomb, this one, made of caves. Each cave is candle-lit, with clay walls and carefully swept packed-earth floors. I know these rooms. I feel completely at home. I have been here before.
Yes. You have been here before. This is your true home. It’s all for you.
I move through these rooms with all of my senses - touching the walls, which are cool and damp, smelling the air (mineralized, earthy) and testing the floor, solid and strong beneath my feet.
I love this place. I love how it feels to be here. I know this place. I am home. Every border dissolves, every boundary expands. I feel a surge of fear. It’s too big for me - too wide to explain and all of this is so ‘out there’. How will I ever remember it all? How will I speak it to others? I don’t fully get it myself. Even as doubt comes, I feel a rush of reassuring peace and a new stream of words.
You won’t forget. We won’t let you. You are ready. We are here. You were made for this. We are here, holding you in the protection of our light, our hand at your back, holding your cape – yes, you have a cape, everyone does.
They show me that this ‘cape’ is the light that we leave behind us. Much as the angels’ wings are not actually wings but light which flows out behind and around them. As I share this, I can feel them smiling. I feel it and I see it.
Even as I type these notes, that ‘smiling’ energy is here. The angels seem pleased that I am finally opening this door to you. (And yes these are angels - and also, these are guides. I don’t understand this. They assure me that I will.)
We stand behind you, holding the wisdom of the universe in this container.
They show me three ‘containers’ - a briefcase, a box, a bowl. (I understand that none of this is the real container - they are symbols.)
Anything (everything) contains this wisdom. Your container can be anything you choose.
Just for fun, playfully, I choose the briefcase - a magnificently battered, high-quality English leather briefcase.
We stand behind you holding the wisdom of the universe in this magnificently battered, high-quality English leather briefcase, and feeding it to you as you need it.
Fly. You were made for this.
There is so much I want to tell you, to give you. These are the ways that I’ve found, so far, to offer what I have.
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