What a tender re-membering with your little-girl ballerina self. You asked about the missing right hand, thoughts on what the message might be. What came in for me was to wonder what might happen (be revealed) if you took the position of that ballerina magnet, extending your right hand just as she would, and then noticing what comes up for you. And/or ask your present-time right hand to connect with the ballerina's right hand for more information. What is she reaching for that seems out of reach? What did she have to let go of (besides the toe shoes) and then what happened? Where wasn't she held the way she needed to be held? Maybe you've already done this ... what did you discover about a question or a response?
A sense of severing, unable to 'hold her hand'. Also, a sense of having reached for something and it torn from me suddenly, my hand with it. Of having my hope (reaching) and trust that my dream(s) could come true, slapped away, because something was wrong with me. There's a lot here. Especially if I also extend my left arm overhead as the magnet girl is doing.
Ooh, yes. That's a good idea. I am doing this as my morning practice. I can already feel my right hand activated and ready to speak. My sense is this has to do with my inability to share my grief and hurt with my mother. That's where the real wound is, I know. Thank you for this.
What a tender re-membering with your little-girl ballerina self. You asked about the missing right hand, thoughts on what the message might be. What came in for me was to wonder what might happen (be revealed) if you took the position of that ballerina magnet, extending your right hand just as she would, and then noticing what comes up for you. And/or ask your present-time right hand to connect with the ballerina's right hand for more information. What is she reaching for that seems out of reach? What did she have to let go of (besides the toe shoes) and then what happened? Where wasn't she held the way she needed to be held? Maybe you've already done this ... what did you discover about a question or a response?
A sense of severing, unable to 'hold her hand'. Also, a sense of having reached for something and it torn from me suddenly, my hand with it. Of having my hope (reaching) and trust that my dream(s) could come true, slapped away, because something was wrong with me. There's a lot here. Especially if I also extend my left arm overhead as the magnet girl is doing.
Ooh, yes. That's a good idea. I am doing this as my morning practice. I can already feel my right hand activated and ready to speak. My sense is this has to do with my inability to share my grief and hurt with my mother. That's where the real wound is, I know. Thank you for this.
Thank you for this. 💜
You're so welcome. I'm glad to know it touched you. :)